Its not new, at least to many of you, but it feels brand new. Some of you know the difficulties currently in my life, financially. Every time we have a glimpse of light, we are hit with darkness all around, from dealing with insurance companies whether is for the car ofrthe house. We feel as though we can’t catch a break, every time we are close to that break, something else hits us. As I was talking to my wife a couple of days ago, we were asking why this stuff keeps happening to us. That thought stayed in my mind until yesterday. I have been reading a book called Wild at heart by John Edlredge. A good friend of mine recommended it to me. I thought its just another book. But, as I got into the message it shares, God started to mold me in some new ways. Its funny to me how certain conversations that I have, come back to me with a new perspective. Its easy for me to think why this stuff happens? why me?, why, why, why? me, me, me? After that initial conversation with my wife, I read a part of the book, where it mentions that I am asking the wrong questions. Instead, to be open to what God has to teach us through these situations and events. What is God trying to teach me here? What is it you want me to see? Every day that passes, I feel getting closer and closer to God, in a way that I have never experience, I feel that I am helpless, I can’t control anything but my worship to God and trust that He will provide a way.
What is God trying to teach you today? What does he want you to see?
